I am not like ordinary men. I think in a way that makes the mass populous shudder. My thoughts and dreams are banned from most libraries, my ideas and schemes forbidden from any textbook. I’m just a human being trying to navigate my way through a world crammed tight with let-downs and setbacks. I write because I need to, not because I want to, but there’s a magic beneath the pen as it scrawls word for word, as I scribble my internal drama between the lines. It’s almost like giving birth, painful to let it out, but boy does it feel good that it will fester inside you no longer, and now you can raise and nourish it. That’s a magical thing, isn’t it?
I’m a child
I don’t want you to know I’m a child Do you want to know what it looks like when someone is just short of losing their mind I’m a child raw and unhinged I’m a child and I’m on the fringe of manic delusions I’m a child I beat my nerves raw with poisonous resolutions I’m a child reclusive and evasive I’m a child Don’t look at me Don’t see just how fucked I am in the head I’m a child It’s all about the many derivatives of me and my needs I’m a child Look away!
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