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An Unfortunate Reflection

1/27/2023

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That’s the biggest problem
with something as glorified
as the mirror
When you look into it,
it never quite captures
the image you hold in
your own mind
 
Sometimes I gaze
through windows
That’s something you can’t do
with a mirror
Like a mirror stops
          with you
But then I peel away the layers
of an unfortunate reflection
as I watch every last regret
wither and die
 
The mirror is bigger
than logic
Stands above time
I peer from down below
at something I’ve always hated
from day one
 
I believe
that’s what it means
to be an adult
It means regrets remorse &
indecisions
There’s no adulthood without
shame and disappointment
Some of us
grow up faster than others
I suppose/
 
So here in the mirror
there is so much
misguided grandeur
We the vain have sprouted
fangs and wings and horns
But in the mirror
we release the veil
I see everything I wish to
forget
I always imagine
smashing it to pieces
because the face that Isee
is a stranger to me
 
So I smile and grin
all at the same time
I wink and sneer
because every facial expression
just seems so benign
I flirt and curse
with the devil inside
 
I kiss the tinted car window
The shadow of myself
is freeing to be seen
as it leaves the scene of my
own dire self-destruction
 
If only the mirror showed me
a blank slate
I might be okay/
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