Last night
I went inside my own head This is where I came face to face with obsession I do everything to excess Take love drugs and sin I find myself walking along the cobblestone highway Cars are bobbing past me full throttle One car in particular magnificently bright in this darkness with no stars no moon but the car looks like the sun it shines a void into the nothingness I watch it pass and then it stops and I find myself lost in my irises Left right left right I stare at the car as the driver opens the door and comes out and there she is so beautiful her hair it stands up like a ladder her eyes fluffy and soft like cotton candy She shouts: Hey, you coming or what? She beckons me like a vortex in the ground has opened up and a forked tongue is slithering out of it I stop there and she keeps beckoning me I get in the car and again come to the realization that something is off with this whole situation I’m locked in my own head now I know it’s a far cry from the good and the ordinary as I stare ahead at the edges of my own mind She is so beautiful like a daffodil I want to wrap her up in ace bandages She drives steadily with one eye bouncing off the window and the other one staggeringly bold rolls around inside the socket I say: Stop the frikken car! She says; No way, dude. My head is on fire and suddenly I’m falling toward the black hole inside my own heart I’m falling trying to grab hold of something anything I’m falling through space & time I tell you I’m a goner but there she is again with her hair like a ladder and her eyes as warm as a comforter and that dress so dazzlingly white and bedazzled in fantastical glitter I snort the sparkles with an emerald single dollar bill I sit on the edge of time My head and my mind spaced out a razor cuts my throat I realize then that my heart is thumping even faster than my fingers as I thrum them against my leg I decide now that this was just the way it was back then I swallow the axe and roll out the back door She chases after me Where am I going I’m running through a portal There are doors all around me I don’t know which one to open I stand there and wait and watch and there she is again The first door pops open All that is there is a thick, black forest and beyond that she stands framed inside the doorway with a dress that shines with infinite flair so bright my mind immediately breaks and all I can see is what the forest encompasses in its blackened state of distress She walks into my world and before I can gather my newfound reason she says: There is nothing in there for you Let’s go! She holds her hand out to me and her fingers like slithering worms sliver around the palms of her hands I grip them and she kicks open the second door and we are in a place I like to call the land of excess We are facing it head-on Junkies in clown cars ride past us wearing these silly freemason hats I watch in amazement She looks at me and says: You see that? This should reenforce gratitude for what you have now But all I see now are the glamorous tracks of a road mainly forgotten She says: No Don’t do that Stop right there This isn’t real My cock is hard as a sword I stand on the ledge that looks out upon a dangerous path Great thing about the edge everyone who’s ever been there seen it in its gloom and glory had gone too far to fully describe it in the details it deserves I’m preoccupied with this moment I release her hand and she screams: Nooooo but I don’t stop I see her vibrant reflection on the falling raindrops her hair like a ladder her eyes as vicious as a Venus fly trap I feed it unbelievable stories of a day when my head felt like a hammer Those eyes I pet them when I get her all to myself but now I’m off on another disturbing venture I hop the first train and ride it down the center of the universe
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